rokok oh rokok..

worry with my smoking habits lately.. i can finish up 2 packs in a day.. have to do something abt it.. even my curtains at home smells like packs of ciggy.. teruk tol..

1 day fulltime housewife..

I took a day off yesterday.. *pandai2 je EL

Jadi surirumah for a day..
Penatttt...
I start off my day with the following (by sequence) with cigarettes after each task.. hehe..
- subuh, masak air, buat coffee for dearest hubby
- basuh baju, jemur baju (3 kali spin)
- mengemas rumah.. phewwww...
- cook for lunch..
- kemas dapur..
- lepas lunch, zuhur..
- online kejap..
- kemas lagi.. sofa baru sampai.. abis sepah2 umah aku balik..
- asar, coffee for hubby..
- watch tv
- maghrib..
- prepare for dinner plak.. intai next door neighbor nyer husband.. elokkkk.. hensem weh..
- kemas dapur plak..
- baru boleh rilek.. nak rilek? ada je tgn dtg meraba.. cemana nak rilek..

finally kol 12 baru boleh terlelap.. phew.. penatnye jadi housewife.. miss my day at office where my lazy ass terhempuk kat kerusi empuk ittew for whole day..

Not easy tho jadi housewife.. Tahniah pada sume fulltime housewife yg sabar je melakukan perkara di atas setiap hari.. plus the kids.. pheww...

duwet..

It was a very hectic day yesterday.. The whole day.. Im out of money.. left only few ringgit in Coach purse.. So was my hubby.. both of us chose to keep quiet on our way home last nite.. increase on oil price added some flavor to it too.. plus the traffic jam all the way from my office to home.. i can see very angry ppl driving and queing at the petrol station.. merely because of the sudden huge increase.. i salute m'sian for the tolerance and acceptance.. me myself am extremely worry abt my finances in the future.. what abt the loan interest for our midrange condo.. can we afford to have kids..

mcm ni, gaji 20 ribu pun tak cukup..

Nothing wrong with my wish..

We often receive wedding invitation, the least is like twice a year.. for who doesnt receive wedding invitation --> ppl is hating u.. pls save that.. anyway, im not gonna talk about wedding per say.. it's abt my wedding..

i did the other way than what the community usually do.. me.. nikah first.. then start thinking about having a reception.. no engagement, no risik stuff.. just straight away to nikah.. apa pun, itu yg wajib.. it's been my wishes long time ago.. just a simple ceremony with ppl i care about around me during the nikah.. but dilemma starts to kicks off when ppl in office, start to talking..

- nape takde reception.. nikah emergency ke..
- dah pregnant lagi ke..
- takde duit ke..
- tergesa2 lain mcm je..
- apa punye org la.. org nak kawin grand2..dia nak buat kecik2..

it's my wedding.. why do ppl loveeeeeeeeee to speculate things around.. buat aku potong je nak buat reception..

i dont need to justify it.. it's my wish.. i just want to satisfy my wish..