my beseday is coming.. hola 30!

It's been quite awhile from my last update.. lots of things has been going on and off.. the cyber guy.. ditch him for no reason.. poor him.. we've been dating for 3 serious months ( i call it serious when we sleep and wake up together.. what's happen in between shud not be revealed here but apparently there were no sex involved)

epool.. we lost contact so do my desire towards him..

there's new guy in a picture.. he's married, freaking handsome and goddamn rich.. we've seeing each other quite regularly.. he's been very clear abt his intention and i figured he is harmless and i am harmless too.. adding one more new friend wont make my life any worst than it is rite now.. he is happened to be my senior.. he's actually 3 years older and we were some sort of have the same interest with each other back in school.. but now.. he's taken.. what's left.. good friendship that i hope will last forever..

my medication.. dr changed my dosage again.. getting used to it.. instead of Prozac and Rivotril, im taking activan and Cital.. whatever it means it is still anti depressant.. everytime the dosage change, the mood disorder will takes place.. so i dealt with it until today..

finally.. im leaving my twenties in few days.. gosh.. the big 3 is coming.. how shud i take it.. positively or negative.. let me list it..

30, with Honda car, nice condo, good career, enough salary, no boifren
20s, with Hyundai car, rental condo, good career, enough salary, boifren on and off..

which one is better? being 30 rite.. so.. i want to enjoy my 30.. countdown.. 5 more days to go..

more.. later..

mood : ok ok aje..