fragile

one lovely sunday morning..

yesterday was disaster..

ive always thought that i can handle this situation.. i can handle the painful, hurt, feelings.. but i totally cant hide it..

saturday's ritual, i always spend with my brothers and my mom, eating out, shopping, movies, laughing all day long.. i thought i can hide it, put everything behind and hide it..
but i cant..

his photos.. his words and promise keep playing in my mind.. non stop.. i fainted in the crowd while having lunch..

i am very devastated.. i know i should put this behind and move forward.. but i cant help it..

i cant help it really, im just human, fragile one..