Cant Let Go, Cant Give Up..

There are few things that I cant let go and give up in my life.. I leave family and jobs out of this list as these will tag along to my whole life not because I can live without them but I cant live without one of it.. No point of elaborating this as I dont consider leaving either one of it at all.. Job yeah, I have thoughts of switching job but to be Jobless, err.. I dont think so..

Anway.. back to the list..

1. Coffee/Nescafe..

Ive started drinking caffien since I was 7 years old.. 23 years of drinking coffee , 4 mug a day..You calculate yourself how even I live without caffien.. I did try to quit though and took uncaffienated coffee stuff, but it's just didnt work.. Im thinking to reduce it, will reduce it, and get rid out of it.. I dont know how, but I will..

2. Soulmate

I met him when I was 22.. He was my first love.. I had a few before and the feelings are not even close to what I had with him.. At that time, I feel like, he's my destiny, my soulmate, my life partner even tie-the-knot was not the subject at that time.. We filled our time, everyday, with love until today.. Knowing the fact he's engaged to someone else (family arranged marriage), I still feel the same.. None of my feelings have changed since the day I meet him.. I should get rid of these too.. I dont know how, but I will..

3. Uncovered..

I know I should give this up since I reached my puberty and no tolerance against Hukum Syarak.. I must have my aurat covered soon.. I know I will.. soon..